life is, by far, weird as fuck. Its amazing on so many levels, and tricky as neutered dog on so many more. you can get into situations that can, in the long run, be bad-bad-bad, but at the time they are happening, are good-good-good. i get myself into these situations preeetty easily, so i have only myself to blame, which i do. i have enough intestinal fortitude to man (or wo) up and take it on the nose when i set myself up for a deserving roundhouse of life lessons. its the follow up that can be a mother fuck. doing the walk back into town with your tail between your legs and no cash in your wallet can be a sonofabitch to build back up from....but i have. going thru a shittty, shitty break up with the one girl you probablly would have married, only to see her move out and then move out of town can be a gnarly thing to recover from....but i have...i think. standing in that same apartment at 31 and looking around, wondering 'what' the hell am i doing ....which is where i am at.
life is as complicated as you let it be. so, i say, settle the fuck down, trim the fat and enjoy your life, you retard.
xoxo
-you

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